| been 3 years |
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been 3 years since ive updated this i use myspace and facebook now s o really dont need this but okie dokie
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| So long Not Been On Here |
[24 Jul 2006|09:01pm] |
well its been almost 2 years since ive added to this kinda weird no one ever reads this so not much to tell still fat i get along with everyone though i have a job ill be getting my license soon and then off to drive the globe HUH YA RIGht well always and forever
A.D.T
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| How Time Travels So Quickly |
[08 Oct 2005|11:46pm] |
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Fix You/ Clocks/ Speed Of Sound. ( ColdPlay ) |
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Well Ive been outta school this whole week with back and neck problems it was cool not to be in school but im all fucked up they have me on darvescet and tormadol and so other shit
my moms was laughing at me cuz i walking down the hall and my eyes were rolled back in my head and i can barely walk it felt funky man back felt better though lol anyway school is coming back though i keep having dreams about certain people it real weird not the dreams you`d think you`d have eithier can get em outta my head no matter how i try....................
I Have been depressed lately i have been lonely its a bitch no one can get rid off . If anyone would like to Call My cell 812-2071 not that anyone cares bout my big ass well im gonna go back to listening to cold play and watching taking lives with my cuzin Live Long And maybe forever.......
ANTHONY D. Tanielian
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| SChool has its Advantages |
[14 Sep 2005|04:49pm] |
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Lately i Have made any journal entrys i havent had much to say i went camping last weekend i skpped skool today because i didnt wanna do tha adventure challenge FOR MY Business Tech class i like going to school i get freedom i only wish my friend were there with me it would be the best thing in the world i call people during my break time at Votech i called scott,Claudine, And i talked to Jaci yesterday i miss her as i told her she misses us all She said Katie visted her Then Last week Chanz Came to visit And leslie is her program assistant damn why could she be last year My Business Tech Class is Awsome ..........
There Are So Many FINE ASS HONEYS At MY SKOOL AWW WOOOOO RuFFF RUfff
Well To My Peeps Out there Bye
A.D.T
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| Well SUmmer Ends School Begins |
[20 Aug 2005|11:51pm] |
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Well i have 4 days then school begins i have toget up 6 o`clock Im Scared Shitless Well atleaset ill get to see david potts every day hang out with him and eat lunch have a chat i miss my old school so much no one knows well ill have to be off now theres no one on and there aint shit to do So PEACE
A.D.T
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| Bored |
[11 Aug 2005|10:33pm] |
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Speed Of Sound ( ColdPlay ) |
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I dont wanna go Back to SChool Or To John Glenn
I want To Go To Beacon Where my Life Began And Now Is Ending
Im Going Where the road Does End
Its Time To Grow Up And Be A man And So I SHall
To People I Hurt Im Sorry Forgive me
Leave Me A Message .
Anthony D. Tanielian
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| OH SO many Flabs SO LIttle time |
[19 Jul 2005|11:02pm] |
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How Do You Get So Lonely ( Blaine Larson ) |
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i SIt day After day Night aFTER night by myself now alone but not accompany i do not know what is wrong with me but i have issues i am working them out wish sum ol teachers were here and ol friends were here to help but now its all up too me
I bought the harry pottter book i take it 1 chapter at a time for i do not have my glasses i dont know where they went i need them though to read My friend Spaz Has gotten much much further than i have well
im going to ohio for my family re-union Bunch People i dont know but who cares its gonna be a Ball YEE-HAAAWWWWW
Bubs.
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| A Cold Rainy Day In Hell |
[06 Jul 2005|03:00pm] |
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He A``int Worth Missing ( Toby Keith ) |
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Hey Wahts up i havent been on here in a Coons Age i bet no one knows what tha means i have been oin contact with the invaders they say we will see them soon
MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU ALWAYS ( Obi-Wan Kenobi)
Jedi Master A.D.T
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| hot but fun day |
[27 Jun 2005|04:08pm] |
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jOURNEY |
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IM SITTING AT MY CUZINS HOUSE SITTING PLACE HAVING A GRAND OL TIME PLAYING POOL ITS OFF OF JUDD ROAD ITS TIGHT AS HELL PEEPS WHO IS HERE ARE SWEET THE DOGGS ARE HUGE AS HELL THOUGH BUT ITS MY TURN FOR POOL SEE YA LATER
aNTHONY
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| What A Tanled Web We Weeve |
[20 Jun 2005|04:26pm] |
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The Lions Sleep Tonight ( The Tokens) |
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uhh this weekend was fun i seen a friend while i was coming back from sumpter first time i seen her outside of school
i have a interview on wehnsday to Kroger In Plymouth,Canton i was hoping they would lose my application but not such luck on my part .
I Have been missing claudine,Scott And Mark more than ever i miss matt i havent talked to him in a while i think i might have 1 of my cuzins drive meto brads see how he is doing maybe even davids house i just have to get ahold of 1 of my cousins my Family says i was acting weird yesterday and it scared them not a mad or angry mood but weird but a smiley grinn like i wasnt myself like some one to over the controlls on my body and my emotions its creepy. but when i came back to i just felt myself missing my friends i think brandon is the only friend who talks to me sumtimes some others will talk but not much i guess i dont feel like me no more well i think i have made and ass of myself long enough this time so Goodbye
Anthony T .
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| oh Well |
[02 Jun 2005|04:41pm] |
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Return Of Innocence ( Enigma)/ we are the world |
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Today i seen a beatiful gurl her name is Sarah or Sebbie i had to look at her for a minute she tooked it like i was making fun of her beatyness i was hehehehe
BUT SADly my happy and cheerful day tuned To the dark Side i felt so shitty i got suspened fo shit i did do but not on purpose i Cried in the hallway on the way to the cebter i cried in the center i cried on the bus i just broke down
I didnt want to take no more shit from a lil kid This school is burrying me a grave And its killing me im suspended for 2 days tuesday is when i go back Only reason i take there Shit Is because Two Of My Friends SARAH and BRANDON because i love seeing them Right Now Im crying So i Probly Sound Gay But Im Not I Can Promise You That ................
Well GOODBYE my FRIENDS
ANTHONY TANIELIAN............
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| Darkness settles in SHINE YOUR LIGHT DOWN ON ME |
[22 May 2005|07:21pm] |
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Shine Your Light ( Robbie Robertson ) |
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Well I Have had a blast this weekend right now im watching the end of shrek 2 Im Quite happy today even though i have done nothing Except yesterday My Back and face is quite burnt and is still hott ouch well only talked to brandon,sarah and katie but they are all cool i got suspended from school for a day and let me tell you i went off they called teachers to the center and lower secondary hallway i was pissed royally it was a mistake but i didnt want to let it go but i have to say im sorry to everyone that i hurt verballie i cant spell it i was cruel i tried to hurt everyone i could kick my own ass for what i did i couldnt let it go but should have and would`ve just been a send home so much trouble i have caused for my parents and me i guess sorry does`nt work no more its always the person who did it saying sorry so whats the point i try not to get introuble no more but its getting harder and harder and i hurt the people i like some love as a friend i feel i cant do it no more i have to straighten my ass up and do what i am exspected to do i am 16 years old i should know by now i have been there done that i have done almost everything in the book and i have gotten past it and look at me now the fool is back trying to be nice and not get people angry at me but im hurting myself in the process............................ I dont wanna do it know more i love all my friends but i try to impress them but i cant its all i am no more or no less can i be A better friend And Thats All I Have to say for this journal
Anthony David Tanielian
P.s If You Wanna Talk sOme Times If I Know You Can Call Me I will always be here And that might be my problem im here for everyone else but my Self Oh Well Bye.
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| Just A feelin |
[08 May 2005|09:13pm] |
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The Living Years ( Mike And The Mechanics ) |
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today me and my dad worked on the yard we had a big argument a little while earlier about my mother i tried to straighten his story out but i dont think so anyways we had a good rest of the day we cleaned the yard up so now it looks decent i hugged my mother wish her a happy mothers day me and my dad bought her what she wanted. Umm yesterday we had a blast the whole family came over me and my cousin mandy and kelly drove out to there house in sumpter and then into ome trailer park to show what happened to her uncle rogers trailer mandy and i had ablast driving around yesterday b4 her coming over we went to get the stuff out of storage and went to bills hottdoggy stand and value world to chekc out some books the we came back and washed my sisters focus then mandys mercury and last but not least Kellys Mustang i got soaked like hell but not as much has mandys pants Lol So Now I am Typing This And Watching Lord Of The rings The return Of The King Which Is An Awsome Movie Well Thats Mostly What I Have Done for the time being and have to go school tomroorw which i dread because i didnt study for it haha Me Studying Oh My God!!!!!Well i guess thats All I Have To Say About That .............................................Till We Meet Again
Anthony T.
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| uhhh Not Knowing |
[02 May 2005|08:50pm] |
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Angels Among Us (Alabama) Crockett's Theme (Jan Hammer ) |
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im Sitting here watching Flatliners Awsome movie Might I Add I Just finished watching october skye Im Bout to finish watching cole miners daughter good movias well i feel im bouts to cry im nothing but an old softy latley all i wanna do is cry no reason sum but more than others My friends are drawing away from me im so Damn Lonely making step 3 kinda made me feel better but now i wear so many face i cant figure myself out hmm if i cant figure my self out who can Goodbye My Fellow Americans And My Bretheren
Anthony David Tanielian.
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| Depressed And A Tad Happy |
[22 Apr 2005|09:14pm] |
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Hmm we are always |
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Purple Rain ( Prince ) |
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This week was ok but i have been depressed for the past 2 weeks and lonely i feel like hell and i hate telling people because they wanna know but i dont even know its just deep down inside i cant break through this triple brick stoned wall and its tearing me up inside the more i see my friends happy i wish i was happy but im not and it hurts I Love my Friends they try to help me but i wont let them because its my responsebilty i dont want 2 involve them well have a Nice Day After reading my depressing Board.
Anthony T.
Bye
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| This Song Rocks |
[17 Apr 2005|08:27pm] |
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Not As Much |
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SweetNess ( Jimmy Eat World ) |
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"Sweetness"
If you're listening.
Sing it back.
String from your tether unwinds.
Up and outward (but only) to bind.
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me.
Are you listening?
Sing it back.
So tell me what do I need when the words lose their meaning.
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me.
Yeah, stumble until you crawl.
Sinking into sweet uncertainty.
If you're listening.
Are you listening?
Sing it back.
I'm still running away.
I won't play your hide and seek game.
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me.
What a dizzy dance.
This sweetness will not be concerned with me.
No the sweetness will not be concerned with.
This Song Is Really getting to me Im Starting Like it Man I Think Im Starting To come Out Of depression a lil bit Thanks
AntHoney. Lol
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| Im DOing Very Groovy |
[10 Apr 2005|07:52pm] |
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Diamonds ( Herb Alpert; Janet Jackson ) |
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Yesterday was awsome that was the most funnest day i have had in a long time matt corbin and david Also David B And Sarah They Was Cool Yestaday i gotto give sarah a nugey (Cant Spell) it was funny i picked her right up off her feet and nobody said a thing i was so surprised i had a great time though the walk was tiring i had a little bit of trouble with brent again though so claudine set him straight then me daivd potts and corbin had lunch we had blast doing that too so was looking fine yesterday even though when she was throwing my pop away she drank it was it tastey just kidding uhh well it was cool too sit and eat dinner like an adult with david brown i felt like an actual teenager i liked hanging out with sarah i`d like to do it again........... Anyway i met david b. mom and i seen sarahs Grandma I guess sarahs grandma talked to my daddy in the ford focus i went home i took a shower and i crashed about an 3 hours later And That Was It and Claudine came over my house to give matt his pills and give her my inhaler and i met claudines mom It was weird seeing her actually at my house bet it felt like she was family so it was ok
Always anthony T.
P.s I Love ya Sarah Bye
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| I Had A WonderFul Day |
[08 Apr 2005|03:36pm] |
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You Become a Part Of Me ( Linkin Park |
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Today i went to john glenn i had a good time there then i went to Beacon i Had a better time there My Mom came and she met Sarah And Kristine ill know what she tinks tonight when she gets home from work Sarah Came Up and gave me half a hug and my mom was like what was that Claudine caught her but it was cool but 1 of these days i gonna get a real hug just dont know when but otherwise it was ok well matts coming a lil bit so he can over in hitch a ride to the school tomorrow and we gotta get up at like 430 so it sucks but i`ll be seeing my friends so its cool the drive NO but Peace Jam.
A.D.T
P.s Thanks Sarah ANyways
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| A Polite And A Good Mood |
[05 Feb 2005|10:54pm] |
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Like The Rain ( Clint Black) |
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Well today I had a good day i went Roller rink i didnt skate but i was watching all the kids Falling and Flirting with the blonde that worked there hearing my cousin say i can get any women i want, i dont know he said i should be a pimp when i get older dont think so but today was good i talked to Matt And Brandon A LIttle chat with sarah so far but its all good and groovey im getting a little moody for now i will talk later
A.D.T
P.s Have A NIce LIfe
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